Coming Back Home

I once lost my belief that doing the best for people I love gives such additional energy to walk my days. Then I got shocked to see that though I finally had what I wanted, it led me nowhere but unthinkable misery.
Now I see that, people are source of such unbelievable amount of positivity. Although some people often throw me into troubles and difficulties, they’re somehow the reason why I’m standing in this very point, the point which I should actually proud of myself for opting life rather than death.
And for the rest, whom I know would stand till the end only to keep me alive, their smiles and happiness mean the world to me.
Good day, people.

Taken from my tumblr page, which apparently is about to end...soon ;) 

I'd never been this conscious about this point until what happened last night. How could things be so... perishable? Have you ever wondered why your good friends back then in kindergarten or elementary school or whatever you name it are no longer that close to you? Have you ever asked why does time take away some parts of you? It sometimes doesn't replace them with new ones.

Things do end, some in hard way. For any relationships, remember what The Sims teach you, even lovers may turn into acquaintances.

Grrgh

Dear something-on-my-mind-which-keeps-me-sleeping-early,


I hate you. I hate you for letting myself feel tired and not finishing my tasks.
How to make you go.....? I wanna have sleepless nights like others do.



With hatred and curses,

Someone who-sleeps-more-than-6-hours-a-day.

So True

"Knowing others is wisdom, knowing yourself is enlightenment"

Lao Tzu-

Details in the Fabric

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling on your threads
And breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm, then brace it
If it's a broken heart, then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
And stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold 

Jason Mraz featuring James Morrison

Sincerely,

I'm grateful for being who I am, for having the way walked, for the chance to take other steps.

Life is just... so beautiful. Right, people? :)

Pergi

Buat saya, sesungguhnya air mata yang jatuh saat seseorang meninggalkan kefanaan, itu bukan buat yang pergi, melainkan buat saya, yang ditinggal.

Ditinggal itu menyakitkan. Apalagi menuju kekekalan. Dimana katanya tak ada lagi luka hanya suka. 

Tapi, semua di kolong langit ada masanya, bukan? Saat ini giliran yang bernyawa yang menangis. Nanti bila jantung tak berdetak... ya, itu perjanjian waktu dengan Sang Empunya.

Munafik bila saya bilang saya tidak ingin ada yang menangis ketika saya harus angkat kaki.

Lantas apa? Entahlah.

Yang penting, saya hidupi badan dan jiwa ini. Selagi bisa.