To The End of It

Two days ago, I got home from my last trip on this holiday.
Liburan tiga bulan ini seru. Banget. In 2 months, I traveled 4 different places in 3 different countries. Merasakan mulai dari naik maskapai penerbangan bonafide ke sebuah negara maju sampai naik bus yang AC-nya mati dan harus dibenerin selama almost 3 hours (thanks Pindar, that experience completes my life). Merasakan mulai dari tulang dicabik dingin untuk menyaksikan keindahan alam yang surealis sampe shopping bikin bangkrut. God, thanks, thanks, thanks.

So, how do I feel now?
Lucky, partly. And empty fills the other part. The fact that I still need to complete a quest of arranging so-called life schedule threatens me somehow. Tetiba sadar aja gitu kalo gue harus bertanggung jawab sama hidup dalam waktu dekat. Maksudnya, in less than a year I may obtain my bachelor degree. You know, I'm thinking about "what next?". It scares me karena gue ngerasa disoriented. The last time I remember I really wanted something so badly ya Akuntansi UI sama Midsummer. Habis itu.....................

I need that kind of excitement. Haha kesannya kayak ga bersyukur bgt ya sama hidup. Ngga kok, bersyukur, bersyukur bgt. Satu-satunya yang jelas sekarang, gue tau kalo gue pengen keliling dunia. I am just being another Nadya out there. Bukan Nadya yang malas dan manja seperti di rumah. Turns out I am strong enough to wander around on foot for like 4 hours and lift 12 kg luggage.

Yesss, I need something that forces me to work beyond my limit.

Pertanyannya balik lagi: apa ya?